Week 5 has passed but some parts of my life are still a mess, like the untouched to-do list and the sleep schedule, yes we don't go to bed after 6 like last month but it's still far from our goal of 11 as we're still typing at 4am.

I miss my friends and I will be contacting some of them with messages soon and I will see them this weekend as well as the second phase of the great isolation/escape will be over in a week. But I don't think I'm ready to go back to social networks. I still find a lot of areas where we can improve, but do they really matter? No one can be perfect and we don't show everyone on social media how perfect you are, we just want to connect with our friends, don't we?

I think I'm overwhelmed with all the things I want to do, even if it's just things I want to learn, I won't have time to do everything, I have to sleep, eat and work. Also, we need entertainment. We can't listen to all the albums we want to listen to because there are always new albums coming out and there are countless good artists in the world. We need to create, like writing or recording videos for YouTube, which means we also need to edit and upload them. We also want to see art and go to different exhibitions, but how can we have that much time. We need time to socialise, to exercise, to have sex, don't we?

I don't know, the only thing I do know is that the to-do list will never be cleared, but as long as we are happy with what we do and we are happy with the results, that's all that matters. There probably needs to be a better ranking between things to do that bring me most of the joy and are good for both short and long term development.

Well, sleep is the most important thing anyway, we slept for almost 10 hours last night so no more than 8.5 hours tonight. When we get up we have to work and then do all our study tasks so we can have time to do other things like to-do lists or be creative.

Poor guy.

14.8.22